I actually have no insecurities and no flaws. When I look in the mirror, I can't even stand it I'm so attractive. Isn't that how girls usually feel? Of course I'm insecure about a lot of things. The one that comes to mind because it's recent is the fact that I'm on hardcore grown-up medicine for the first time in my life. Since Mom died I've had really bad anxiety issues, caused by depression the doc says. The meds that I'm taking are directly related to treating depression, but the doc says I just need something that triggers relaxation in my brain. The day I finally fessed up to the issue that "just feeling happy" wasn't gonna cut it, I felt horrible. I was so bummed that I couldn't just shake all those emotions on my own because I've historically been so laid back all the time, I'm not a worry-er, and I've never had to be on medicine for anything before. So yea, it took me down a few notches. But the good news is that it's actually working. No anxiety attacks and I'm sleeping WAY better. Win!Side note: Sorry addicts, I'll be in DC for the next 3 days for a work conference (isn't that cool? im a big deal) and will not be returning to the 30 day blog challenge until Wednesday. Sorry for any inconvenience. The fact that this will mess up my order and set me back a few days doesn't stress me out at all. Why? I just told you. I'm on meds.
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I can never tell you enough how much I love to read your blog. You are open and real ... and I can read the whole thing without needing to take a pee break '-P
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