School

The idea of summer is definetly in my mind, but the reality nor the temperature of it is anywhere close I don't feel like. With that said, this particular Wednesday has me sort of down. It's probably because I thought earlier about how MUCH time I've honestly put into this research proposal and I feel like it's defeating me. I've said before that I'm not anywhere close to being an overacheiver and my grades are currently fine, it's just that when you voluntarily sign up to get your masters you wanna GET it (without complaining, too). I don't want to just start on papers the night before or turn in half-done work to the head of our department. I know, it's not that serious. I just want this ultimate paper I need to graduate to be GOOD. Really good. Because if it's not then what's the point? I've literally spent several (as in like 5 or 6) hours in the library on the days I'm not at work, for several weeks now and it's still not done. I haven't even started on my presentation for it yet. Monday can't come soon enough and I'm working ALL weekend plus a friday night exam so that doesn't help when trying to get things done. I apologize that for another year, you'll probably have to hear about me in this endless battle with my research project. Maybe I'll feel better about it once the faculty doesn't shoot me down and tell me it's the dumbest idea ever. Here's hoping.

Time for the quote of the day as it comes from a thank you card written by my engaged best friend:
"You're gonna rock this bridesmaid thing." -Erica