Jesus

I reckon I'll chat a bit about Easter since us Christians think it's kind of a big deal. I feel as if every year I get really pumped about the resurrection of Jesus and I get down on myself for getting that pumped up once a year. Maybe twice a year, cause Christmas can be popular on that topic too. I always mention how I take the cross and all that it entails for granted and it's true. I do that every single day unfortunately. But when I really think about it, lately, the reality of what happened on the cross has been the most pressing thing on my mind. I haven't neglected the thought or taken it for granted or called it a simple topic. I've been so burdened the past few weeks and months really, about how very much I need it. How the cross is all I have and Jesus' opinion is all that matters and how His direction is all I want to follow. I don't usually wake up smiling and dancing in the mornings and I don't have as many friends here and I certainly feel lonely on a daily basis living at the house by myself. But at the end of the day when work, meetings, soccer practices, hang out time is over I finally sit and God reminds me that He's all I've got. He reminds me that hope for the next day isn't even possible without Him. and dang. That feels good!